Are you scared of death?

Am I the only whose not scared of death like I asked my sis and she looked at me weird and was like “‘how can you not be scared to die”

I am in no way suicidal but I have this morbid curiosity,, like I’m kinda excited to die, to finally see if there is an after-life of some kind.

And there’s this other thing, if I’m ever in a near death situation, I think I’d prefer to die than to survive, like I just think about the rest of my life and it world be so exhausting; going to college for years and studying my ass off, then I’ll have to find a job and work my ass off, life is exhausting and I’d rather not do it. But I don’t technically want to kill myself/ im not depressed or anything. Its weird idk how to explain it.

Pls is there someone who feels the same ?? lol