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How to tell you're in love?
I was diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) since college, and I have abandonment issues. I don't believe in marriage but sometimes I believe my dream is to have a nice family, I love my fiancee but being attached to one man scares me. What if I'm a terrible wife, what if I don't love him. Things can go from hate to love to hate for me with him. Sex is more of a chore for me than joy but I was assaulted when I was young so that may be a factor. My wedding is around 6 months from now and to this day I still don't know if I love him or is he just the easy way, so I don't have to be alone.
I have BPD, too. So... Perhaps i can help a little bit?
(Sorry for the grammar)
Love is not... Love. You love every Men/ Women in another way.
You are happy till the moon or you are nervous like a teenager or you have butterflys in your stomach...
But after a while, you will lose it. At least the emotions will weaken.
If you think stuff like: "Am...... reply