y'all ever feel lonely

I've been going to online school since march and slowly been cutting off friendships since then. I never really had much friends to begin with(mostly just aquantences) but I feel myself slowly loosing my 3 closest friends. I message them as usually but it feels like they're replying instead of talking. they're no longer reaching out to me, and im constantly finding myself being answered with 3 word responses. I don't want to bother them anymore. Ive tried doing online friends but that never works and usually ends within the first few days. I just want to get a cute girlfriend I can watch movies with at this point