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lewd thoughts
i really hate myself for having such lewd thoughts and even watched av which really upsets me because i hate sex. it's disgusting.i even tried to jack before i knew it. i hate myself to much. i am so ashamed of myself. i find myself disgusting. how do you forget things like this? i have a bad memory but shitty things only stay in my mind af what should i do? :(
How old are you? Sex is part of human biology. Disregarding your sexuality means disregarding your own humanity. Instincts are normal. Mating is normal. And contrary to what people may think, it is also a need, not only a want. 2 reply
Uhh idk what av is but it's completely normal to feel like this if you're used to a conservative environment and stuff, just know that it's nothinh to be ashamed of 1 reply
I'm asexual and I was really uncomfortable with sex and hated everything around it up until I found out I'm asexual. I'm not saying you are/aren't, but there is always a reason behind feelings like that, and you need to find the reason to understand why you feel like that, but there is nothing inherently wrong with having dirty/lewd thoughts (or ja...... 1 reply
I don't know how old you are but curiosity is a very common thing when in puberty. It may feel disgusting but it may help you understand what you like and what you don't. There's nothing to feel ashamed about.
But if you really want to get rid of it, try looking for cute things like cute cartoons and animes. Really silly stuff just to distract you...... 1 reply
