I need help/opinions

Ok so I took this from a question that I answered because I really do need help. I think that this is a question because I'm asking for help and opinions. I am on an alt btw.

This is the start of the copy and paste.

I also see more people on here than any other site that I use that normalize rape, incest, and shotacon. (yes I'm still on this) and then people get attacked for voicing a different opinion and saying that they think it's wrong. psychos. it is what it is I guess. I'm just gonna keep my head down because y'all are literal nut jobs. not all. but a lot.

Not to mention I got into a whole ass debate with this one person and they won't leave me alone. I blocked them and they went to my friends and started harassing them.

I'm 14 and lord knows how old they are. Now they're making me look bad for giving my honest opinion. I'm sorry to everyone who enjoys shota and incest. I never meant to hurt your feelings. I was just giving my honest opinion and what I though about it. (I did tell them my age and they belittled me for it)

Which is that I find it disgusting. I'm sorry that I used such a harsh word. I'm sorry that I called you guys pedophiles. I was wrong but you guys did attack everyone who had a different opinion than you. Enjoy your fetishes. I guess. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶.

Also, please don't attack me again. My mom also had the same idea that I have. If you want full context go to my profile and see what I had to say (my main profile. Like I previously stated, this is my alt). I think that I was pretty respectful. Until I wasn't (I said some pretty mean stuff because I was getting defensive) . But honestly. Please someone other than that community tell me if I was wrong or not. As a child I really don't know. Yeah?

I don't know if I look like I'm playing the victim or not because I was also told by someone else from the same community (as the person) that I was doing that. I'll be fully transparent. I did make fun of them (like an asshole) and I feel really bad. Like I said I was getting really defensive and I said some things about their grammar. I also did this "fanfic" of their little brother as an example.

I made their little brother in the example the same age as me and showcased the logic that they were spitting out. I don't know if they actually have a little brother but it was fucked up of me to do such a disgusting thing. I also played this 'sexual' thing to get them off my back so they would leave me alone. Gonna make someone catch a case alright.

If someone actually sees this and wants to help me fix my character and tell me what I did wrong please dm me or something and I'll give you my main account and more context. Or to just tell me their opinions. I need someone that isn't from the incest/shotacon community because you guys scare me and you mostly have one sided opinions. You guys also like to tell people who don't like it that they need to "separate fiction from reality". I don't really need to be told that anymore.

Please someone help. Me. Someone help me.