I like my cousin and it's concerning

When I say I like my cousin I don't mean like In a friendly matter but like as like. Trust me, I think it's kinda messed up too but if you saw him you'd probably fall for him too. Mf looks like aizawa sensei from my hero academia how could I not fall for him? Who would see a real life aizawa and go "oh okay, not really my type though" like bruhhhhh this guy is fine af I'm telling you.