Have you considered committing suicide ?

yes every single day, but my laziness prevents me to anything so i keep saying to myself maybe tomorrow, but you need someone to talk too just chat me this is an ironic thing to say, but I want you to be strong about everything and lets continue to fight our own demons inside us.   2 reply

Yes. I think about killing myself every moment of everyday. I can't count how many times I've cried myself to sleep these days. I had nearly done tried to commit suicide a couple of times, but I was too much of a coward to go forward with it. I don't want to die, but so many problems and mistakes have been piling up everyday and I just can't handle......   2 reply

My heart goes out to all of you. Being an average healthy teen, I will probably never understand how any of you felt but I just want to say that if you are here on this site then yaoi is here for you ╮(￣▽￣)╭ Think of all those beautiful boys waiting to be read by you! All jokes aside, you might think these are just empty words but even......   reply

Well, yes, quite a bit. Life can get pretty shitty sometimes for everyone, right? After that dark period in my life, I decided I wanted a uphold a more positive personality. Of course, that's kinda easier said than done. So there are times when I completely break down. I'm at a pretty good place now though! I haven't broken inanimate objects purpos......   2 reply

I think so. I say I think because I cannot differentiate between suicidal thoughts and intrusive thought or if they're connected. It doesn't happen often but if do think it about then it goes for probably a whole day or two, until I can calm down and going back to think rationally. Sometimes when I'm at the train station I think how easy it would b......   reply

As hard as I'm willing to admit it, yes. I've had depression for 3 years now, and I'm barely holding on. I cut myself because I was feeling so desperate and pathetic, and I still do it to this day and age. Sometimes when your dreams and hopes get crushed every single time, you don't have the power or will to actually wish for somethig positive, bec......   1 reply

Of course. I've considered it many times, and wanted to try but I was too much of a coward to actually do it. I'm busting my ass off right now, I'm trying harder( At school, at taking care of myself) so I can be happy again, and so far I have felt a bit better. I feel like my efforts have paid off but I still have a long way to go, and although i......   reply

I wasn't sure if I should answer, but this place is essentially anonymous, so what the hell. I can't talk to most people about it, so talking into the void might help, especially with others who get it. I have Major Depressive Disorder, which is a debilitating form of clinical depression, part chemical, part circumstantial. I'll be dealing with it......   1 reply

Yes. The first time at 8, the second the last year of high school and now. I think it's because of depression Why would you ask me? Family abuse during 20 years (I Lived in fear) I escape I run away literaly. I was bullied 3 times at school (first in middle school I change school again and in high school) I don't trust people I'm scared of people......   reply

I could never kill myself, but I've always thought that I wouldn't mind dying. I'm an only child, and I'd hate to think of how my family would feel if something happened to me. But I feel worthless sometimes and I have very low self-esteem. Depression, Anxiety, and Insomnia have been a problem for me for as far back as I can remember. Most of my li......   1 reply