Can someone pls kill me rn

So i was reading a fanfic at ao3 WHILE AT OUR ZOOM CLASS (heres the link to the fanfic https://archiveofourown.org/works/29104074/chapters/73302408?view_adult=true )
I WAS READING THE FIC OUTLOUD AT MY ROOM- AND I WASN'T MUTED. SO EVERY LINE IN THE FANFIC THAT I HAVE READING HAS BEEN HEARD BY MY WHOLE CLASS. I- PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME RN.