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I'm going to end up offing myself at this point.
My family seems even more divided after finding out about my drinking addiction. I have no idea on what to do. I've thought about just ending it all. So perhaps my parents will be brought together again. My friends told me I should ask for help and tell them the truth, but I don't want to. My suicidal thoughts and drinking addiction has been a thing since I was very young. If I tell them, my life will become worse than it already is. All they do is fight. If I die, I wouldn't have to listen to them yell at each other. I wouldn't have thoughts on hurting myself and my family members anymore. Sometimes I think about bringing them all down with me. Anyway, what should I do about this? Thank you guys for listening to my terrible venting
I am not a psychologist, but...
Get help. If you want things to get better, you're going to have to do things that you don't want to do. You said they already know about the addiction? The more they're in the dark about what is really going on, the worse things will get. You'll make things better by getting better yourself. Despite what your brain...... reply
