Vent stuff about friends at 10 at night Tw: Violence

Is it fucked up so basically I got into an agreement with my friend, and we basically are ignoring each other I've known her for 2 years. Plus we have 4 periods together so I always see her. But I kinda wanna ignore her cause she's so loud and gets into "joke" fights are is kinda annoying. So if I ignore her I get to spend 20 precious minutes reading in the library. and I really wanna know who would crack first and how long I could ignore her for :D. She mostly angry cause I always imagine people in a dark room and I basically beat them up and I said I sometimes think of her in this room so ya (i know it's fucked up its cause I barely vent my anger or if trama and It kinda helps me see why what I'm imagining is fucked up and helps me kinda calm down, its definitely not healthy). So ya she is ignoring me and I left the group chats with all my friends so I'm alone but I only really need my one friend. This was kinda a vent cause I cant vent in the discord chat cause of the friend ignoring me <3