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I've got quite a few responses..I gotta say I was very low during that time and as a desperate measure of wanting to off myself..I wrote this.
I read some of the comments and you people really did make sense.
Someone told me that if I did wanna commit suimside, instead of doing that I can live my life in a fun crazy way sinc...... 2 reply
Ok so as the title suggests, exit if stuff like this triggers you.
. . . . . . . . . . . . Now, what I want is a painless method to commit suimside. First off, let me make this clear, I'm not doing this for attention, I don't want you to pity me, there's nothing sad about my life, ion want ANYONE being like "omgg noo don't do it blah blah blah" mostly what I'm expecting is people just shitting on me for this. I'm not gonna dive down to the reasons I wanna do this, but I can tell y'all a Lil something.. I have no ambition in my life, nothing is fun, I wanna escape, everything I used to care about seems like nothing to me, I wanna do nothing all day, just lay in bed and scroll through my phone, I don't wanna study, I don't wanna get a degree, I don't even care about good grades or anything. I am tired and I don't wanna do this anymore.. I think I might be depressed, but don't wanna say that I am because I haven't gone to a psychiatrist or whatever but I do show symptoms of it I stay in my house all day in my dark room Activities that used to seem fun to me,I don't care about I sleep for 14 hrs each day I get very irritated easily Thoughts of hopeless and negativity plague my mind every single day. And that's just about it. I'm not asking for a friend, I have plenty of those..I'm not asking for love, I'm not asking for sympathy,I'm just asking for some painless suimside methods,cause I wanna die, but painlessly ofc
So my friend came over the other day and we were just reading mangas and all and I caught a glimpse of them reading shota like they were scrolling up and I saw the "shota" tag so idk what to do Is my friend a pedo? Should I talk to my friend about it? Should I cut them off? I looked it up on Google "people who read shota" and well,the results were shit so I decided to ask over here
did plans for the future
did read 1000 manga or more
