Honestly idk why. There's nothing holding me back and i could easily do it. But i'm guessing it's prb bc i'm way too unmotivated to even plan smth and if i wanna do it, i atleast want to do it right and not end up in a hospital and live 1 reply
If they look thru my search history I’m finna bitch slap satan himself and tell that fucker to bring me back to life, like I’m gonna let my whole family see the fucked up shit I read reply
Because kms would be dying like a bitch. I wanna go out all dramatic and kms is too cliche. Id rather die by takeing spirit airline and become a spirit. reply
I've tried 6 times, none of them worked and i pussied out for most. Otherwise, I just wanted to be able to spend this summer like why kill yourself now when you're a couple weeks away from summer break?? reply
I wanna outlive my enemies
But like also
I’m an atheist, so the way I see it, this life in the only chance I get to be existing and a presence in the universe. After death if there’s nothing, like not even the feeling of nothing, then I would rather experience pain, and people, and loss, and die in boring way after years and years, and be for...... reply
I might have no reason to live, but I've also got no reason to die. And since I didn't cause my existence I don't really need to have a reason for it myself, but if I am to cause my death I'd rather have a good reason for it. Sadly, I rarely feel any emotions deep enough to consider them as reasons, and even when I catch a glimpse of them they go a...... reply