So I just watched a japanese tv drama, my first one ever, and maaan do I wish I spent a day studying instead. "Yuri or another". It killed me almost as much as "Blue is the warmest color" and that shit fucking scarred me for life.
I want to at least escape reality of not being able to be in a relationship, but lesbian (OR ANOTHER) media seems to ...... 1 reply
undeniably beautiful face, with sharp cheekbones, perfect little nose, slightly full lips with a piercing on the lower lip, wide, bright smile.. Even the shape of her eyes is somehow perfect. She changes her hair color often, but a half of it is always black. Tall exactly 170 cm, slight of build, always dressed edgy and in all black.
She talks a ...... reply
((whispers)) ... .... .... .... ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ There you go, I said it! Oh, it wasn't loud enough? Well, that's too bad, seems like I'm taking it to my grave after all! reply
I can kind of get what most of the kinks and fetishes I know are about, but... Scat and bugs are just so NOT FOR ME. And diapers are a turn off and kind of funny. On the other hand, bondage combined with sensory deprivation scares me shitless, idk why, but I'd say it's more of a soft limit then a hard one, I mean if I felt really really REALLY safe...... reply
I want to express my edgy self more! I tried wearing more colors and lightening my hair in past year, but no thank you, I just feel more at ease with black... reply
You can also count in celebrities and such, and I'm curious to hear if you see similarities between them and your type now
Mine were Luna of Hex Girls from ''Scooby Doo'', Roberta from Mexican telenovela "Rebelde'' and Rihanna... And, well, I'm still into girls with huge attitudes, sharp jaws and husky voices - and still into Rihanna (⌒▽⌒)
I'm not depressed and I don't think I'm all that emotional, but when I actively hate myself it somehow feels good and safe. When I tremble with rage, insult myself and hit myself, that's when I like myself the most. I've never cut or anything, I don't want to leave permanent scars, but I like leaving huge bruises, seeing them and pressing on them so it hurts. And if I'm calm and happy with my self for prolonged period of time it somehow feels a bit disgusting and unclean compared to when it hurts. Just a bit tho. How weird is that?
did read 1000 manga or more
