I need answers

Warning- ( Child Abuse? )

My family is religious and they are used to whooping or beating their kids when they do something wrong. After watching this account (@/acidonawednesday) - on tik tok. I realized that I may have developed some sort of trauma because of what my mom did to me while growing up. Right now I’m still a teen and living with her, I’m okay now. What happened was is that she found out I wrote something in a sticky note that said “I wish Santa Claus would send me a dildo as a Christmas gift”. I know that sounds bad but I really thought that it was cool and funny. When she found out about that, after I came home she told me she found out about the sticky note and started to slap and whoop me with the broom. I went to my room to hide but she pinned me down on my bed and proceeded to choke me. Luckily my grandma was there to help me but as of right now I’m trembling while writing this. Should I talk about this with my therapist, I don’t know what to do.