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i need help lmfao
*TW: suicide*
i have passive suicidal thoughts for like 2 years (?) since im too much of a coward to even think of acting on such thoughts. anyways idk how to deal with them and i cant talk to the only friends i have bc theyre not the type of friends you can talk abt more serious and dark things w and my parents, i can't tell them by any means. I'm an only child, i don't want to disappoint them. I tried going to those hotlines or whatever but i didnt get anyone. Does anyone know how i can deal with this? i'm so sick of it but i can't talk to anyone, and i feel like my struggles are kind of invalid since i don't have that terrible of a life despite how im struggling terribly mentally.
Just know its gonna be okay. I get me saying this won't help nor will it make you think different but just try to focus on yourself and yourself only. If you're really struggling, like hard hard and your thinking about ending it all just try to talk to your parents. Its sad to hear you'll think they'll be disappointed in you for being suicidal, bu...... reply
hey i have literally the same case and maybe finding something that gets you off your mind could help? in my case it kind off does, or maybe even doing this ranting about it and talking about it with the people that answer i hope i could help you out at least a little reply
I was going to make a joke about 7 loops, but I'm not in a trolling mood today
it's probably stress, are you still locked down where you live?
it might be good to change scenery, take a walk in the woods/park/whatever
try keeping a schedule, humans are very sensitive to lack of pattern in life (a single flight can through you all out of wack), lon...... reply
I can def relate to this, i usually just like hearing stuff especially at night. For me when it is too quiet the thoughts start running into my head so I keep my tv on with a video playing [during the night] and during the day am always doing something. I wont just sit down and do nothing cause it will just open the door for the horrible thoughts t...... reply
hiii!! i know it can definitely be hard during times but just remember to not give up. If you feel like you can trust your parents than i feel that you should really talk to them about this and get professional help :). i’m sure your parents would not feel disappointed and would want to be of help to you. If you feel you’re still not ready for ...... reply