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i need help lmfao
*TW: suicide*
i have passive suicidal thoughts for like 2 years (?) since im too much of a coward to even think of acting on such thoughts. anyways idk how to deal with them and i cant talk to the only friends i have bc theyre not the type of friends you can talk abt more serious and dark things w and my parents, i can't tell them by any means. I'm an only child, i don't want to disappoint them. I tried going to those hotlines or whatever but i didnt get anyone. Does anyone know how i can deal with this? i'm so sick of it but i can't talk to anyone, and i feel like my struggles are kind of invalid since i don't have that terrible of a life despite how im struggling terribly mentally.
I can def relate to this, i usually just like hearing stuff especially at night. For me when it is too quiet the thoughts start running into my head so I keep my tv on with a video playing [during the night] and during the day am always doing something. I wont just sit down and do nothing cause it will just open the door for the horrible thoughts t...... reply
