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i need help lmfao
*TW: suicide*
i have passive suicidal thoughts for like 2 years (?) since im too much of a coward to even think of acting on such thoughts. anyways idk how to deal with them and i cant talk to the only friends i have bc theyre not the type of friends you can talk abt more serious and dark things w and my parents, i can't tell them by any means. I'm an only child, i don't want to disappoint them. I tried going to those hotlines or whatever but i didnt get anyone. Does anyone know how i can deal with this? i'm so sick of it but i can't talk to anyone, and i feel like my struggles are kind of invalid since i don't have that terrible of a life despite how im struggling terribly mentally.
Just know its gonna be okay. I get me saying this won't help nor will it make you think different but just try to focus on yourself and yourself only. If you're really struggling, like hard hard and your thinking about ending it all just try to talk to your parents. Its sad to hear you'll think they'll be disappointed in you for being suicidal, bu...... reply
