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Describe what happened when you first read yaoi/BL? The beginning of the spiral ️
Specific descriptions are even better but not necessary! How old were you? Where were you? Was anyone around? What were regular thoughts you would've thought about at that age? What was the manga? And was there a scene that shook you? Did you have any idea that you'd be reading A LOT of similar content after that first experience? Thank you!
I first heard about yaoi when I was very young from my elder sisters (3 and 7 years older), back in what must have been when I was 9 or 10 and they were very against it, thinking that yaoi and people who read it were disgusting, which I don't completely blame them for because my eldest sister had a friend who was an absolutely toxic fujoshi. Back t...... 1 reply
Well, for me it started off purely sexual. I can’t pinpoint the exact first Yaoi I read but I remember it being sexually exciting when I did. The thought of another man imposing his superiority on another whilst the other submitted turned me on. Although I’m a girl, I used it as masturbation material. Unlike gay porn, yaoi has more context and ...... 2 reply
Okay so I'm definitly not innocent anymore since I read my first yaoi at age 12. It was this BL called 'Make me Bark'. And it felt like I was absolutely doing something illegal. I felt bad but also good cuz reading yaoi really made me feel as if I was the uke,, being loved and stuff. I would get all flustered when romantic scenes arrived :,). After...... reply
I don't quite remember the details but I think I started around the age of 11 and one of the first ones I've read was Jackass!. I guess I'm pretty perverted myself since I quickly got into reading kinkier and more fucked up bl stuff and to even go as far as to listen to drama cds. I don't think I was shocked but I did blush every time I read or lis...... reply
My very first yaoi/BL was Sekaiichi Hatsukoi, the anime.
Back in 2013, when I was 16, I knew there was something called 'yaoi' that was about male-male relationships but the only ''related'' thing I watched was Sebastian and Ciel's corset scene on youtube and I was kinda uncomfortable -?????- and thought this genre was all about porn.
So, thanks t...... reply
It was Killing Stalking, that was my first I watched a video about it and was like oop-
everyone in the comments said not to read it,etc, and you know what happened from there (reverse psychology man) well anyway I knew it was gonna be gay but i was like fuck it, I ended up seeing a naked body the first chapter and was low key quaking in my boots w...... reply
I was reading for the first time the mawha called Savage Garden, one of my favorites to this day. It's a historical gender bend story where the girl passes as a boy in an traditional british all boys school... And more than one boy falls for her even having no idea she's a girl. I just thought the plot was so good, and the love so true, it wouldn't...... 3 reply
