Is anybody else stressed or scared about their future?

Like I'm so fucking stressed about my future like is it just me or what like I want to be successful and happy in the future So bad but it almost feels impossible like. I'm 13 almost 14 in like 28 days or something ( and yes I know I shouldn't tell people this but it will make more sense if I do) and In my culture you. Have to get married and have kids like if your not married at 21 it's considered weird so people usually get married at 18 or younger and have kids but I don't want to so I know I'm going to get disowned but I want to at least wait until I'm 18 to leave but that's only in 4 years and I don't even go to school hell I'm not even home schooled because once again it's considered weird and not useful to go to school because you're just going to get married and have kids at 18 and the girls just stay at home and cook and clean and take care of the kids and do fortune readings and the guys just sell cars and go out drinking but anyways the point is I have no school so I can't go to college so how tf am I going to get jobs and make money I mean sure I can just do fortune telling just like my aunt who is also disowned but I don't want to like I actually really want to.do something with my life but I don't know where to even start