drama or porn

is there any good bl drama with great acting,hardcore censored sex,good looking actors (Japanese ones are so ugly and old)... korean ones are good but the story is boring and no sex scene. Thai ones are soo LMAOOO smth annoyss me maybe the plot ig only kinnporsche topped lol. OR JUST TELL ME GOOD GAY PORN BDSM TOO BUT NOT SO EXTREME BECAUSE MALE GENITALS DISGUSTS ME. THANK YOUUU <333