I promise you're never alone. My brain was getting pretty gory and I started having disturbing dreams again last week and I knew that shit was about to go down mentally. It's just ups and downs. But when it gets bad, it gets really bad and the entire world turns dark and bloody and I start to feel as if there's no way out and I'm just eternally cur...... 1 reply
When I’m down, basically i do cry , lonely in my room and on my bed ... i hug my pillow bcz I do realize I’m actually lonely in the sorrowful situation... and that I really wish I could get hug from someone and who will whisper to my ear « everything gotta be alright»... Actually, it happens that even in this weak situation , my conscience d...... 1 reply
Right now. Gave my med entrance exam 2 days ago. Gave the worst exam. I studied for the last 4 months for this exam and i know i wont pass this. My family doesn’t have enough money to send me to a private university. This was the only hope for me. If i don't get into med then it's over for me. I'm crying non stop after giving the exam. I studied ...... 1 reply
After lots of overthinking i accept. Accept that this was meant to happen and that my sadness will have a reason. Meditate for some time because i can't cry anymore. Its as if my tears are sucked up dry lmaoo. It just feels empty and i sit/sleep quietly. Questioning myself. reply
I cry a lot and journal stating my problems and concern and reassure and support myself. This works as an outlet for my emotions then I watch fun videos on yt and if I'm able to sleep I do. 1 reply
When I'm down, it's more of a state of apathy and hopelessness. The pessimistic idea that despite wanting and craving change, it is the one thing I cannot achieve. I either put on some music, get bored of it and get a headache from the noise, or watch a film. Preferably a sad film, but seriously nothing is able to get these tears out. It used to fe...... reply
I start thinking I have no worth as a person and especially as a woman, all my efforts are pointless and won't change anything, I don't feel enjoyment in doing anything, everything seems futile, I don't believe in good future, I'm afraid that I will always be lonely and not needed for anyone, I feel I'm too ugly, disgusting, incompetent and inferio...... 1 reply
Cry teehee. Maybe seek some help.
Had my first schizo episode (?) 2 years ago and with my already terrible anxiety; it had me throwing up everyday and feeling shitty/weak. My mental pain and fear spread to my physical body oof. I remember throwing up and passing out for a hot minute outside the SAT building so I just never took it because i couldn...... reply
