About being singe since birth

waddup, i've been single for 17 years ahahahaha! I just turned 17 last month! been single since birth! I wanted to experience what being in love is like but my generation right now is making my standards so high that i'm starting to think i might be single forever because its so high and i'm not that even good! well to be precised, so my friends bf or situationship is not something i wanted to have because if for them they're okay? well yeah they're ok for me, but as a friend, but for me they're a big NO if it's like a love relationship because i don't like someone cursing me even though sometings fun or i did something dumb or was clumsy or idk i can't explain it well but if you know you know! Well something like this and more. You must be thinking why i said i'm not even that good, well in terms of looks or attractiveness, i'd say i'm average, and my standard? good looking, hell even if everyone thinks you're ugly treat me right or show me something i would probably think iss cute, amazing, adorable or how gentleman you are i will like you! Well fuck it, but yeah! But I'm not that kind of girl that will fall in love easily, i might have liked you because you did that but you can't make fall in love with YOU just because YOU did THAT! So back to my standards, I want a soft spoken Man, not that active on socmed but if its about you he'll post you! will ask my parents for permission first before courting me, will never raise his voice to me, is mean but mean to girls because he knows theyre flirting, has emotionally intelligence god this is rare but yeah give me one please GOD! will give you assurance and words affirmation and quality time! Well i know quality time is not something that will always happen in a realtionship especially i know everyones busy, well im an undertsanding person anyway! Well there mor i wanted to say but o words can describe it well!