Not knowing who to talk to about issues

Bro ive been wanting to talk to someone about some issues going on in my life atm but I DONT KNOW WHO. MAJORITY OF MY FRIENDS I DONT WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT ABOUT ME BC IM NOT CLOSE ENOUGH LIKE THAT TO THEM BUT W MY BFF SHE TELLS HER MUM EVERYTHING AND I DONT WANT HER TO TELL HER MUM??

i dont want to bother anyone either, I just want to speak to someone about shit but im either, not close enough to them, they’ll tell someone else, i dont want to bother that person with my issues. How the hell do I not have someone to speak too im losing my mind.