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I'm scared of responsibilities
I'm sorry for disturbing you all but I just want to express my feelings.
So tomorrow I will start my first part time job ever and honestly, I'm scared shitless. I'm not good with responsibilities and commitments, apart from that I also tend to make a lot of mistakes. I know they say mistakes are the stepping stone for your success but mistakes come with advice and reprimands. I don't want to make a mistake, especially not for my first part time job. I don't know if I can keep up with the work there, and honestly I just don't know how to deal with people, coworkers and customers alike. I haven't been interacting with people for a long time and honestly, it scares me to start working here. I hope I will not fuck up my first day at work.
it's ok even if you fuck up. it's not gonna say anything about you, the real you beyond your ingrained false belief that you are a loser. you are capable but your mindset don't allow you to realize that. our brain always looks to prove our previously made conclusions about ourselves and the world, your conclusions shape your experiences reply
