Do I want kids or do I just have a breeding kink? Help???!!?!??

Very uh… TMI so u have been warned

I’m nowhere near in my life currently that I am considering having kids but in the future I want to but I also wouldn’t mind not having any. The thought of pregnancy seems nice at times but other times horrifying I’m a trans dude so the horrifying part ik is gender dysphoria but I also just like the idea of…..cream pies…..