Well to start with, I would recommend becoming ok with the idea of doing stuff alone. You don't have anyone to go with so you're just not going out, and since you're not going places or events you're not meeting new people who might become your friends, and since you're not making friends you don't have anyone to go with.... You're in a vicious cyc...... reply
You are moving pretty fast but moving too fast is also a time honored tradition. Youth is for making stupid mistakes, etc. It's easy to get caught up in the moment and get carried away! It's good that you're doing some thinking now that you're out of the moment. Since it sounds like he's the driving force here, good chance he may be just in it for ...... 1 reply