When and what was your first exposure to bl/gl?

Compared to now, did you outgrow them? Changed preferences? Or liked it more than ever?

For me i started soooo badly when i first got exposed to bl. It was fine with given until I read this manga called dakaretai otoko smth smth.

That absolutely demolished my way of thinking because at the time, i didnt even know wtf raped meant, and how it worked. So that was the shit i got obsessed with for a while, and i started seeking out similar shit like painter of the night, caste heaven achuchu.

Then my friends indirectly educated me then I immediately got SO disgusted with those tropes. I got disgusted at bl and even myself for quite some time. Guilt kept eating me up each day. Years later I picked bl up again and it just wasnt the same anymore, i cant stand the sex scenes either so i skip it. And even if its a referenced, single panel, thought of SA attempt, it cringes me so bad like what a massive turn off. Tho there are a few that i love like sasaki to miyano

And this was after i came across gl so ig my obsession went somewhere else