I've felt the unresistable urge since I was 10-12 (I forgot) to unalive myself haha, it's funny how it's been like 10 years since that. I remember just by looking at my face on the mirror, touching my own body, or getting anything lower than 95 on a test got me going 'I want to kill myself', it got real bad when even waking up from my sleep got me ...... 2 reply
