Does it get better after you move out of your parents house

Like chat be honest with me dose it bc I'm this close to just kms Like they really got me over here Doing sh again Two days before my birthday After months of being clean like all that work and for what? And honestly I hate it so much because I can't even hate tham For it without feeling like an Ungrateful piece of shit bc One moment they're nice and we have a healthy Child and parent relationship Laughing joking And the next moment they're calling me names and saying There going to Kill me and commit murder because of me and all Type of other shit And after that they expect me to be normal and pretend everything is fine like huh And if i don't pretend everything's okay they get mad at me And say how it's not that big of a deal but Like I said I can't even be hate them for it bc Most of the time they're actually good parents and Every time I do have a negative emotion towards them I always feel so bad and spoiled Because I know so many people out there have it worth then me