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What to do
I was 9 or 10 years old when i felt that dying was the only thing that will let me go be at peace. 20 years have passed, i have a wife and children, i have things I'm passionate about but it's still there, I still want to die. Every single day I still want to die. I don't know why I'm feeling this way or why o want it so much.
you want to die because something terrible happened to you. it's not your fault. you are not broken. it's ok that you want to die, it's not wrong. you are not wrong.
seek therapy. there are good therapists out there. just be willing to go through it instead of proving something, like "no one can help me". you can be helped and you are worthy of it reply
