Looking for recs!!! Romance

Haven't read a good bl in a while and shoujo isn't able to satisfy what I'm looking for here. Any old man yaoi y'all?? Or even a shoujo with significant age gap(both parties must be of age) don't bother recommending the already popular stuff in the genre I've read it all I'm looking for really bottom of barel kinda thing. Would love if the ml actually looks his age but that's hard to find in manga. (Preferably sfw but I can tolerate nsfw too), also would give anyone my first born child if they recommend me yuri that has this premise.