Do any of yall have an ED or addiction?

Just curious about whether there's any mangago users with an ED? As a bulimic who's trynna eat regular ass meals, don't yall ever get thoughts about how there's no better feeling that stuffing yourself with delicious food while reading manga? 5 years ago I went a few months without binging but when I went back it felt so fucking good. Anyone else trynna quit some unhealthy shit but always thinking "it feels so damn good"?