honestly, idk. its hard being a sadistic masochist. i like seeing ppl suffer (i read a LOT of angsty tragedy novels) while i'm also suffering. i had this one time where i was reading STRATEGY TO CAPTURE THAT SCUM GONG (which is a very good read if ur into fucked up angst like me) and i just kept on thinking that "it's not enough.. i need more heart...... reply
