i am hopelessly inlove w my bestfriend

i want to treat this as a reddit forum lol so let me start

i am homoerotically hopelessly inlove w my bestfriend. like no joke if u remember me i posted about my bestfriend last year to. the shtick is i am entering uni soon and its a prestigious one where you have to write essays for scholarships im scared of leaving her and us growing apart because she was such a major part in my life to the point that she’s essential to me. its vacation right now so we dont hang out as much as we used to and i feel kinda bummed yk,,,, cuz we promised eo if we still dont have a lover by the time we’re 25 were gnna date eo lol

also shes the proofreader for the fics i post at ao3 so it means i put a great deal of trust in her. TLDR: should i confess or no