SHOULD I STOP FETISHISING YAOI?

So on discord, i tried to look up yaoi on mudae, and i saw that there’s almost 4000+ characters on it, but with yuri it’s almost 2000+… I feel so guilty for loving yaoi now, i am part of the problem, i am one of these people that demand for more yaoi.. i cant help but feel sorry for my fellow himejoshis cause it feels like it’s deep rooted misogyny, i finally had my realisation. is it not too late to join you guys?