does being bitchless make you more likely to enjoy romance man/hwa/ga/hua?

back in good old ‘20 i would read shit ton of yuri and yaoi on this site with zero experience. then i got into relationships and wtv and suddenly the interest dropped completely. fast forward 4 years - i lost interest in my romantic life completely, and now i eat these up again. feeling FREED. anyway i fear getting romantically involved in anything now bc honestly the trade is not worth it, cant give up on peak for mid, life’s so peaceful. anyway is this a shared experience can anyone relate