You Decide.

So I'm on summer break from uni now and I'm deciding if I wanna go back. Not that I'm dropping out!!! lol just deciding if I wanna transfer.

I was one of those I REALLY need to get away from home kids, so I went to a smaller school out of state. And it was terrible. I mean the classes where ok and I made some amazing friends. But I HATE dorming with others. I feel like there would be no problem if I had a single, but I can'tttt live w ppl I need my own space.

Even though I dormed with friends my 2nd year I still wanted to kms ughhhh. That's not the only problem either the school is really small so there's literally no place to study the library is ALWAYS filled and there's no spaces to be alone at allll not even in my own dorm. And I'm the type that will IMPLODE if I don't have time to myself. I genuinely don't know how I lasted so long.

I submitted a app to a larger in state school and got accepted and I think it's really nice. The campus is gorgeous and huge. I just don't know how I'd break the news to my friends/roomies since we applied to be in the same room next year and I never told them I was considering transferring... But I genuinely might off myself if I have to go back.

At the same time though I might off myself having to live with family since I'll be living at home if i transfer lmao.

The decision is to choose the lesser evil at this point lmao. Any thoughts for a struggling student?