Having a nerd boyfriend is so humbling

Cus why am I learning all the laws in the country, how do hell does he memorize these numbers... He doesn't even take law?? He's too academically smart for me cus like when we first met we were like rivals academically just for fun but when my grades started to get lower cus of depression he helped me out and tutored me- like damn? What a nerd lol I'm being so overwhelmed with how smart he is and how he just casually carries post it notes of article links incase his profs asks where he got his infos. I cant keep up with this mf anymore I'm burn out and DONE. I'm just gonna study fictional books and analyse them than whatever math does. I feel bad he tutors me but I suck