Dramatic title but true.
Tomorrow is my last first-day of school!
Its 11:20 were I live. I'm sitting in a corner of my room listening to 'Fancy That'. I should be sleeping, but I feel the need to write.
This year has been a tad different from all the others. for the last decade I have been 'depressed' and constantly thinking of suicide. I neve...... 3 reply
*not really lol
I've been following "Offline Crush's" substack post called "how to use the internet again: a curriculum". As I reached Unit 4 I too wanted to 'Remix the web' but I didn't want to make a collage or a neocity (yet!).
so I chosed the format of a Zine.
I had fun looking behind the skeleton of the website, taking assets from here a...... 5 reply
Last Monday at 7:45 (local time) an earthquake of 7.4 magnitude hit Colombia. As of today, 239 people have died and 3,755 have been injured with 287 people still missing. [Info may be out of date when you read this]
"Go-found-me" created a page where you can donate to fundraisers by the community of people affected. Please donate or share!!!
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I like to tear the skin near the nails, the bit that is transparent. It does not hurt unless I go to deep or type a lot that day, so I do very often.
I can't see any scab in me without wanting to peel it. It takes an embarrassing amount of effort for me to not do it, when I was a kid I could not control myself. Scab that I see is a scab that is GO...... reply
I always get one or three from these post. I love em.
I don't know the context from this one, is used in gaming circles I believe?
Is a great photo anyway. I've been saving it ngl.
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I've heard that breaking up a friendship is often more painful than romantic breakups. I think is because when you get a partner you know there is a possibility of breaking up, but with friends that is not something you think would happened.
I have meaning to "breakup" with some of my friends. They are wonderful people, but not really my people. I always keep myself distanced from them and I'm not that great of a friend. But I don't think I can distance myself properly without hurting them even more... Do I just go straight to the point?? what should I even say? "hey our vibes don't match"!?!?? "sorry I need to focus on my studies" yk, that lie?!
Can you all pressure/bully me into getting tf out of my room and use the rest of my summer for something else (literally anything else)? I dunno why, but its been a week since I haven't been able to do anything good for me. Even knowing how much it will hurt to regret another vacation wasted.
(If you're mad at someone use me as you punching bag)
