Next school year I'm NOT gonna be responsable, puntual and diligent with my classes. This last week I have been doing NOTHING just staring into the void at the back of my head.
At least the other students are working or just playing games knowing their fate.
It has been the SLOWEST week of the whole year so far, woke up yesterday thinking it was friday already.
Nah.
I rarely compliment myself in anything, BUT- I did all bullshit AI-made assignments BY HAND and finished earlier than most my classmates (still don't know how that happened).
All the learning I did this school year was at HOME studying BY MY OWN so why am I here? At least the pilling up of assignments keep my mind busy
Found this GEM of a game to pass the time: https://wer8888.itch.io/horse-magnifier
If you have nothing to do right now :
Go and take a look at the "Knights of Guinevere" pilot on the Glitch YouTube channel.
Is a a Sci-fi (body)horror 2D animated show, and oh god, the girls were pretty in this one, Gwen was especially, horrifying beautiful princess android I love her already.
(And murder drones if you vibe with it!)
Every night I come here and there's a new post about shit that's happening between users.
Sadly school has made it impossible for me to reach the Xhour cuota to understand the lore here, and honestly, Im still thinking about that person that made an ESSAY criticizing Love And Deepspace (I didn't read it, i could not be brothered).
Seriously what's going on with the lebron smt user, they are funny but holy shit-

Anyone feeling that we are just constantly orbiting around our inner worst qualities?
That all we do to change for the better will sooner or later be reduced and pulled back in? That all new that we build will just collapse under our own gravity? That we are just piles and piles of ruble, not entirely nothing (because then would be able to build ourselves anew) but enough of something to be broken?
like an spiral that just reduces itself as it goes inward, constrained by the past loop.
Or is it just me tonight?
I think that's just life, the mistakes you made or the person you were don't just vanish, they stay constantly in the back of your mind, reminding you of what once was, trying to pull you back in, like sand.
You just have to keep going despite that, the price you pay for changing is the reminder of how you were in the past.