Am I greedy?

So there's these 2 guys I'm talking to. One of them we kinda stopped talking much but we're going back slowly it's just bc he's been busy and the other guy we've been talking for idk? A good while and the thing is... I want a relationship with.. Both of them... BUT! one of them is Christian and the other is an ex Christian oh and both are Filipino AND BEST OF BOTH WORLDS!! ONE'S CHUBBY THE OTHER AS MUSCLE