Forgetting what you liked about your partner

Do other people also start forgetting what you liked so much about your partner after not seeing them for a while? I think I might be a little neurodivergent so that might be a factor but when I don't see my partner for like more than a week its like I KNOW what I like about them but I can't remember the positive feelings attached to those things or memories just the negative ones and we text all the time but I cant really hold the same emotion from it I feel like I'm always about to fall out of love but then I see them again and everything is ok and they're perfect and wonderful ╥ ╥