Chat is this obsession?

okay so i highkey like this boy, we're online friends or can i say my online situationship? but we live in the same country and we follow each other on socials.

the thing is i'm wondering if i'm being a creep fuck by gathering information i know about him (through our conversations) to stalk his family, his past school, his current activities, and literal home address ON GOD I CAN'T LIE ANYMORE, I KNOW HIS FAMILY MEMBERS AND EXACT HOME ADDRESS...

i feel so ashamed by myself and my action like wow i can't believe i did that (also lowkey in disbelief by my information gathering skills, type shit..)
i definitely overstepped my boundaries chat how do i stop this concerning actions