Another crazy idea of mine

Yall is it crazy if I want to become a nullo?
A nullo is basically someone without genitals and im kinda all for it :0 im biologically female and I don’t want to be a boy but I don’t wanna be a girl either. Im ace to the point where even the concept of getting it on with someone makes me sick (im fine with other people doing stuff to each other as long as it’s not involving me). I also wanna get too surgery maybe and I wanna get my nips removed :0 am I crazy?? I just wanna be genderless…

Also I want voice deepening surgery or something because I am admittedly a squeaker (not by choice but I get annoyed by my own voice a. Lot.) and I want people to be like “were you born a boy or a girl” kinda thing :D

Lemme know if u think im mental or support the idea (may not go through with it but if I grow a pair LOL and the funds I totally will)