I WISH DIVORCE WAS LEGAL IN MY COUNTRY

God i wish divorced was fucking legal here, i want my parents to get one bc my dad a cheating asshole and my mom keeps forgiving him and when he act suspicious they would always fight infront of the table, just ruins my day. Then they take their anger both on me saying bc of my shitty mental health they're having so many problems, that i should go just be happy and grateful bc ppl think they're bad parents and oh look at my brother he's good child then also say some shit to me like they wanted a fucking daughter over a useless son like me bc then it'd be reasonable for me to behave like this and all my traumas make sense esp the raped trauma one bc apparently as a boy it doesn't make sense.