I dont want to got to my job

i dont want it, i wanna cry, i wanna stop even for a day, i want to go somewhere, im so burn out, but i want money, money keep me going, but really if there is no money in the line i wouldnt come to my job today, im so sad, i only have 50mins now before i go to my job, i dont want it, i dont want it, but i need money, i want money. writing this 50 mins before going to my job suck i jst want to cry damn it