finding a manhwa

i swear this became like lost media but does anyone know about this manhwa with a black haired seme and blonde haired buff uke living together and uke is an actor while the seme is a writer and the uke got casted for a show which was secretly written by the seme in which the first chapter shows the uke saying he loves the seme as he has been for years but the seme is like nope ill only date you once you act in a show that i wrote or the uke said that idk and then the uke went to the seme asking for help for the next four days because he was found by the seme in the bathroom doing and the seme decided to help ???? hes not okay but then after that yep he asks for help because he wants to top the seme and lies saying that doing the tango makes him act better so he pulls this scheme and the seme is like sure ill Help you cuz seme is also secretly inlove with the uke and they go hardcore at it while the uke is Like what the hell i was supposed to top him why are his fingers in me and yep they do this for a while until one day the top decides to confess to him and was planning to do the Real tango on on the day of confessing but the uke was drunk and didnt hear a thing and the seme thought he agreed to be together and then i think they both put on bunny suit costumes at some point of the story that i forgot and then the next day the uke is like Fuck. he stuck it in me. hes gonna Hate me. frick. and then he runs away from home and stays in hiding and then one day he goes filming and them his costars are like yo wait isnt that ur friend in the crowd of staff and he sees the seme with a fucking sign saying come back home Fucker and then communication and then They fuck and get married now for the side stories idk i think seme like trups and falls and then gets amnesia and he Fucking hates the uke as soon as he sees him cuz he finds him annoying and refuses to believe that he married that kid that has bloodstains all over him Due to filming a show and then He basically gets kicked out and now is staying with the actor that took his role when he got the role but he couldnt come for the final audition cuz the semes brother got into a car crash and died and helped the seme recover for like years and then the seme slowly feels Empty and he sees a fucking Shrine made with the ukes stuff and hes like no Way i was this weird and then he finds a usb and hes like wtf is this and its literally a usb logging every SINGLE thing about the uke every Damn erogenous zone Too oh this kid is insane and then Hes like ahh Ok. then he finds out where the uke wad and he kinda gets jealous cuz the relevant actor replacement of the uke actually Liked the uke and offered him to stay at his house and the seme wa slike shut Up. i aint divorcing him when the Other actor was like you Should cuz u dont even love him anymkre :/ and hes like Frick u whatwver and brings the uke back home ans then after that theyre home and the seme locks himself in his room and at night he went to go drink water and then he hears the ukes vocie coming from the bathroom and he wonders if hes Masturbating to him again as he saw in the usb bur he was actually crying Tears And the seme was like boy What happen Hey hey hey Dont cry and Then they somehow end up doing the tango and it qas Freaky as hell and then the seme still hadnt recovered but he got a nosebleed out of nowehre and then went to the hospital and recovered his memories out of nowhere story done yep sorry guys im so desperate