am i normal?

i think it's just pretty normal?

I make friends easily, I'm pretty good at school, and my parents are chill. no "mommy or daddy issues" or anything. my personality is good ig? quiet and calm. I'm basically as normal as it gets. But I have this obsession with reading dark romance. I'm talking pedophilia, incest, babytrap, non-con, kidnapping, obsession, stalking... basically every dark genre you can imagine. I’ve been reading this stuff like it’s a bedtime story since I was 11 EVERYDAY in mangaowl (i miss mangaowl huhu). anyway I've been hiding my interests since 2020, even online, because of the HATE for dark romance/yaoi stuff which, to be fair, I find understandable. my interest is weird af that's why im aware i should be hiding this. anyway i love harada, i read all their work<33 fav author anyway all my "i already read" list manhwas are gone what the hell? this sh happened in bato too, the manga panel is disappearing so many bugs when they're being attacked, hope they don't take down mangago next huhu.


Any thoughts?