should i get back w my ex

pls dont bash me for asking ts on here i gen have nowhere else to ask UMM ive kinda made a list of pros and cons of getting back?!?!? bear w me for now Gulps
PROS: I miss her TERRIBLY SO!!! / we stayed as friends up until now so i dont rly harbor any hard feelings towards her...maybe... / the only reason we broke up wzs bc she was afraid of getting found out (wlw couple in a conservative country?? how fun.) / i miss my girl
CONS: shes leaving for France in like a few months for her studies...not sure how immune i am to long distance / she only came back after i cut contact for a month or so?!? it took me leaving for her to move Sigh / no mention of her not upping and leaving again?? if anything im the one who'll get jumped if we're found out but she seems to avoid that topic...
I could write more but just asking for help on here is embarrassing enough for me UGHGH CUT ME SOME SLACK PLEASE JUST GIVE ADVICE