HOW do I make friends that like yaoi as well

ive been liking bl for a long time but ive never had any friends that shares the same interest as me. its always so lonely whenever i want to share or talk about manhwas/mangas because i have no one. im too scared to even hint the fact that i like bl to any of my irl friends cuz they would just find it weird. its gotten to the point where i talk to myself whenever i read something and its a bit pathetic honestly. i might actually go schizophrenic atp because i would either just whisper to myself or talk to a non existent chat whenever i want to share. its a bit embarrassing to admit but reading yaoi is a big part of my life in a weird way like its probably the only thing that i genuinely enjoy doing and i feel so lonely cuz i have no one to share this with. ive always had to keep it a secret.